long live.

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesnt, then it was never meant to be. well, i let the person i love more than anything go. let's see if he comes back one last time. if not, i'm okay with that because then obviously, it wasn't meant to be. obviously, there is someone else waiting out there for me. all i can say is that everything really does happen for a reason and we just have to learn to accept that. it is hard but what we don't understand is that some how all the pieces will eventually fall into place and then we will understand why everything happened the way it did to get us there. he will forever be in my heart and will hold a special place there that no one else can take. i will always cherish the memories we made together. i just want the best for him and if it's not with me, then it's with someone else. same goes for myself. he came into my life for a reason and i am grateful for the opportunity to have had him in my life and to have loved him. but all good things must come to an end sometime. so, this is my goodbye.. my farewell to you... for now at least. who knows what will happen in the future but until then... the rest is still unwritten.. i wish i could fast forward to 6 months from now. i would just be graduating from dental assisting school and i would have my associates degree and would be working for a dentist. i would be making decent money and would be saving up for a down payment on a new car!! yippie!!! i cant wait! hurry up time :)